laoshi's gone. she left on the 12 midnight plane last night(singapore time). i din even get to go to her farewell dinner arghhh!!! so disappointed. i'll probably nvr see her again lor... like all that see u in beijing and u muz cum and visit thingy won happen, i noe frm experience... i'm so sad. den stupid rachael sim juz kept crying in sch todae and make me wanna cry too... like hell, she's not e onli one who misses laoshi rite? spare a thought for others too... den after e dinner at steph's house on fri, my snr went for a bio test on sat and started crying halfway thru e paper. i think i might haf done tt too if i had a test. i'll probably not study at all for it... and i really din wanna study for my tests todae, but did anywae and i dink i din do all tt badly... but i really want to see laoshi, i miss her already.i wish she din haf to leave, but u carn realli haf all e things in life. den our principle wants to talk to us Sec 2 and 3 rhythmic gymmers on fri about our CCAs, like who wanna talk to her? she's e one who wants to close us done lor!!! den esther's contacted tanjun laoshi, den she said she'll get back to her after e ASEAN games in August. i hope she'll take us on, even if my mom dun let me, she does'nt haf to noe wat i'm doing. and i'm so going to e asean games to watch e rhythmic gym competition! so excited. but watching but noeing i might nvr do it again is quite a painful thing yea??? definite yes... so i dun really feel all tt great rite now, in fact, i'm feeling a bit depressed, i've been feeling so ever since e end of com, wat with all e bad news and laoshi leaving and all tt. all i feel like is crawling under e bedcovers and nvr coming out. another thing is tt my clique is experiencing problems with one of our members who has gotten so self-centered we dun noe wat to do about her. forget it, i'm looking for my bedcovers now.. 



living in my fantasy world

on Wednesday, July 28, 2004; 11:10 AM